These two beauties have been hanging around the dock keeping me company all week. This morning, there are six of them. I enjoy watching them float on the water, diving under for food, or I like to think - just to moon me.
Lord knows that I have cried a thousand times. I would tear up when someone would win on the Price is Right. Or during a great show where others shared their musical and dancing talents with me. I would cry for my children when they were hurting. The pain of shingles brought me to tears. I cried for my mom when she couldn't sing anymore. I wailed for my sister Barb, taken from us too soon. Tears of sorrow and tears of joy...probably in equal amounts. Today the tears will flow, the music will play, the sun will shine, and I hope Haylee will be smiling knowing how much she is loved.
You may or may not know that I started blogging over 10 years ago when I won a contest called Weigh Into Win. It was sponsored by our local CBS station, WTOL , the YMCA , and Mercy Weight Mgt. I had a personal trainer, a food plan, and was a local 'celebrity' as the community watch my progress on TV and read my blog. I did well on the program, reaching my goal weight of around 150 pounds. I was 46 at that time and maintained that weight until I turned 50. At 56, I am beginning another serious weight loss journey. I am fifty pounds overweight. For whatever reason, I admit it, I have gained fifty pounds and seem to want to maintain that weight. This morning, I weighed in at a whopping 206.1 pounds. This morning, I also began a Nutrisystem program. I chose this program for a couple of reasons. During 2016 I had surgeries on the same foot, each requiring eight weeks of non-weight bearing compliance. I g...
I hear that Haylee's facebook page has hundreds of wishes and expressions of sorrow now that she is gone. These last few days have been hard, and harder still without my being able to read them. I know that I will have plenty of time to do that when lent ends and all of my family and friends try to go back to their normal lives. I will be adjusting to my new normal - life without my Haylee.
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