As I was teaching my teen class at the YMCA tonight, I realized something that I forgot...when I am focused on helping others, I forget my pain and experience joy. How could I have forgotten that?
As I mentioned yesterday, perhaps I'm in a midlife crisis. I've been reading several articles and blogs: The Midlife Crisis , 10 Signs , and Is it Real? to name a few. So I've decided, I am in a crisis and it is in the middle of my life. But I'm not going to buy anything elaborate --- except maybe that trip to Ireland I'm planning this year. I've been overly stressed and overwhelmed. I've been worried about my health and well being and I do feel inadequate in both my family and professional life though and that bothers me. Nothing really has changed except my perception. At least that's what I keep telling myself. It's all me and how I look at things. And then I don't believe myself --- which causes a crisis! UGH!
It's family movie night at our house. We just finished watching Earth to ECHO , a movie none of us had seen before. I liked it. It was Sandlot ish... about a group of childhood friends, solving a problem and becoming better friends because of it. It also reminded me of the Close Encounters of the 3rd Kind, Flight of the Navigator , or ET as the plot envolved children and space creatures or aliens. Next up is Big Hero 6 which we saw in the movie theatre and I wrote about in November. I hope I can stay awake til the end. After that, they may watch The Book of Life but I'm sure I'll be asleep by then. I love movie nightA
Well I'm back on the scooter I used for the two foot surgeries I had in 2016. It sure is better than the crutches! When I ring the bell I will think of the now retired librarian at our school who gave it to me five years ago. As I check my calorie tracker for today it states: 1694 calories food and 51 oz. water.
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