You Never Know


Dear Haylee,

It's been a long day. It's one of those days where I can't believe that you're not here.  It feels surreal.

You never know when grief will step up it's game.  On the way to work, the triggers were there - I was behind a black Ford Focus, then it turned and a silver one took it's place.  While at work, I couldn't get you off my mind.  I wanted to call or send a text.  On my way home from work, I must have seen three white Pontiac Vibes like the one you had. 

I miss you.

Love,
 Mom

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  1. UnknownMarch 9, 2018 at 5:52 PM

    I think of your loss often. There are no words that I can adequately say to you. I wish you much love and I give you my prayers
    ——Mary Miller—-

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