They say awareness is the first step. My question is how long can I be aware without taking that second step? Am I lazy? Am I depressed? What is keeping me from taking care of me? These are questions I ask myself as I procrastinate!
It has been five days. The grieving process has begun for myself and many around me. It's a beast this thing called grief. It attaches to or attacks each of us differently. When my mother lost my sister Barb, she named her grief George. I think I too will have a name for my grief. I've been thinking about Clarence. I always loved the character Clarence Odbody. He was only doing what was right and tried to have a little fun along the way. He kept things simple. I like simple. I won't mind if Clarence hangs around awhile. "Strange, isn't it? Each man's life touches so many other lives, and when he isn't around he leaves an awful hole, doesn't he?
Responsible: having an obligation to do something, or having control over or care for someone, as part of one's job or role. I am responsible for many things whether I am at work or at home. I don't always like it. Sometimes, I do not want to be responsible. I want to slack off or not care or just be the opposite of responsible.
Today I was able to get my 1st dose of the Pfizer - Covid 19 vaccine. Our county vaccinated 8,000 teachers in two days! It was very well run. I was in and out in less than 30 minutes including the 15 minute wait afterwards. It's been about five hours since and my arm is a bit sore now. I can't remember the last time I got a vaccine. Probably a tetnus shot. --- Those really hurt. Anyway, I'm glad to do my part to get this pandemic under control. As I look at my calorie tracker for the day: 1750 calories food and 59 oz. water.
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